Oh hey today has kinda sucked.
this too shall pass
I can’t get enough of this song.
I feel so restless tonight. I’m sipping some green tea in an attempt to relax but I’ve been sort of bumming all day. I think it’s a whole bunch of stuff.
I just want to feel better soon.
I feel grateful that I have a job, I really do. I tell myself that a lot. I feel like an asshole for complaining about it.
But it’s a dead end. It’s mind numbing. I’m so tired of it. Many of the customers are wonderful and I appreciate that. I tell myself it could be so much worse. But I need something else. I know this situation will not last forever. I know I will not be here forever.
I tell myself that, every day.
Not going to work today. Can’t make me.